You Drive Me Crazy....stressful !!!!!!!!!

Next Monday is my week 5th in QUT,
im really feel stressful,
i have 4 subjects within this Semester..
but its really hard to catch up to their tempo..

What are the problems??
Of coz, the main reason that is i have poor in English..
..example : those local take 10 minute to finish read a article..
that i might take 20 minute or even more longer to done it.

2) different of environment
3) people
4) live style
5) culture
6) english slang
......

As my friends said, we come here suppose should ALREADY know all about of the things,
all the way...
but we are newcomer...many things we still have no idea..
communication is another big problem..not only cause by poor english,
but is those local like to complicate even a simple thing.
its necessary to do that ??
FxxK..

Besides, 1 lecture is included 2 chapters in the text book
how to read o?? that is too much and thick.
i even cant finish read it...and then assignments is the following.
That is A LOT and Difficult...!!

im really feel stress..my friends too..
we always shout in the room..haha..
but i have no disclose and show out my stress
i pretending nthg in front of people..
because i just keep inside the heart..
suddenly felt im not their level..

Many people thought come Australia study is a good dream,
is a wonderful thing...
its because they dun know what is the REAL happen at here..
that is not easy as their think..
if can choose again..i prefer study at M'sia to finish my degree..
at least i won't lost my LOVER...

I have choose to came here, its a wrong decision for me ???
who knows ~~
gambateh....all the best~~!!